I'm turning 20 this July, if you will based it on my age,you will say that i'm still young. "Young" in the sense that i'm just beginning to grow up, well actually you're wrong.If i will just tell you one by one all of my experiences in life, you would say that i'm too strong to survive it all at my age. After all, i'm so grateful to have my family with me and didn't leave me despite of all the bad things that i have done. i'm so thankful that they are still there for me whenever i need them. I'm also thankful that i have my "not so perfect boyfriend" with me. We are together for almost four years now, even if we had lots of fights he's still there listening and understanding me and most of all he did accept me and my past. I also thank my friends, even though they're not always here by my side i know that they're always here in my heart. And for all the people who didn't like me and done bad things in my past,thanks as well, you taught me not to give instant trust to any person and faced the reality that not all people whose kind to you will always be the same person when you're not in front of them.
Now, i'm beginning to face the new chapter in my life, no more school, assignments, classmates, teachers (Although i still want to go back to school and finished a degree ,'cause i only had a diploma course, i'm gonna work hard for it) but work, work, work. When i was a student i thought that's the very hardest part of our life,to go to school everyday but that's not true,this one is making me realize that this is just the start of the real life that we need to be independent,we need to stand for ourselves and make plans for our future. i'm still lucky to have a nice job, i already bought some expensive stuff for myself and i want to invest more. :)
Well, for the coming years, i just hope to be more matured,stronger and more blessed.
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