When i log in on my facebook account this morning, i read a lot of greetings for their fathers. Oh yeah, it's father's day! but how will i know 'cause i don't have one? i was born and grew without knowing who my father was, well i know what's his name but i don't know what he looks like. It's kinda sad and it makes me feel envious that they have their own daddies taking care of them.
I guess he's the one whose missing in my life, I grew up without someone protects and supports me. Someone who will give me candies and chocolates when he came home. Someone who will look at my grades and tell me that he's proud of me. Someone who will say how beautiful i am. Someone who will be responsible in taking care of me. If i only grew with him, i'm sure i will not be like this, i'm still studying, just beginning to be mature planning my future. i'm sure i will not have a boyfriend at a very young age and have an unplanned pregnancy.
But all of that happened because he's not there, i cannot blame him 'cause it's not his choice but my mom whose not also there when i grow up. I just hope someday that i will be able to meet him, see if i have siblings on his side and most of all accept me as his eldest daughter and be proud of me. If that time will come, i'll let him read this blog.
Happy Father's Day tatay! :')
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